أَعُوذُ بِٱللَّهِ مِنَ ٱلشَّيۡطَٰنِ ٱلرَّجِيمِ، بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
I do not know which of my beloved these words will reach. Such beacons are as stars in my sky, but I can never quite tell if I reach them how they reach me. Does our light resonate on the same wavelengths, touching our eyes at mutual angles? I know that my Rabb knows the reality of that, so I must leave this piece of the puzzle as unanswered, for now.
In the meantime, this will be the most direct request I ask of my beloved: to make this dua as often as you can iA. It is a plea to our Maker that He settle me (anywhere) in Firdaus' highest levels...so that I am able to love you, completely and perfectly and for Eternity.
اللهمّ أسكنه الفردوس الأعلى، واجعله يحبني كاملاً إلى الأبد
From most of the pieces of myself, especially those at my beginning, and those who helped me survive (including my first Twin, she who carved herself out of my chest). I seek to be whole one Day bi ithniAllah.
Ameen ya Rabb
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