answers

أَعُوذُ بِٱللَّهِ مِنَ ٱلشَّيۡطَٰنِ ٱلرَّجِيمِ، بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

answers are not so easily pegged, as i wish they were, mountainous and firm in the mind, but reality tries to doubt them into dust and particles as yet still finer. 

i don't think you'll ever quite meet another soul like me, where i live is not the same as where i dream...the chains of earthly physics could never touch the heart or what it aims to reach of what it's missed, why live if wishing not to find and hold something greater than what this world gives? 

of my beacons, i know the hardest thing is sharing one's own vision, or maybe this is just a reflection on being human, we try to get ourselves across to others, whose eyes could be made by experience and choice so different. if i could bridge the distance, slowly piece by piece, i will iA, by His letting you walk down the road of unity, where you kept all of your self as whole, and found solace with a kindred soul that would not let you be alone.