بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

hollowed like an oyster, don't know where's the pearl,

hallowed like a grave, don't know if I'm yet in there,

patience like a poison, from the fangs of time,

a charmer's not what I am, so every inch of me it bites,

waiting is this game, and there's no moves to make,

just for the die of fate to roll, see if Tomorrow becomes today.

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oh Allah, surround my Gardens with every thing I love,

let it help be what pushes, let it help be what pulls,

me towards seeking ever upward, that which calls above.

oh Allah, let me not drown, in the midst of this absence,
while an answer is what I think I need,
keep me with You always, at least then I'm surely found. 

ameen