بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

(original lyrics courtesy of em, transposed for the love of what He let me find)

الى الله 

(To Allah) 

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like, and right now it's a beam of light shining inside my every darkness. I can breathe deep, no fear of loneliness, no fear of being overcome by lust, no fear of losing me in midst of all my senses. the devil hasn't won, neither has he lost, he'll still come for my soul, at any time and any cost. but every day is one I fight while He helps me fight, when He's made the wrong weaker than the right. this moment's sanctuary feels like I'm in flight, unafraid of distance, or absence, or loss, or a road that just tends to feel so endless. may He never let me drown, may He always keep me afloat, may He always have my back, when there's little I can show. I have been, am now, hope to always be: a slave of His, that He kept with Him as always free, ameen