Commentations

أَعُوذُ بِٱللَّهِ مِنَ ٱلشَّيۡطَٰنِ ٱلرَّجِيمِ، بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

 

 

life ain't always a bed of roses, often just patches of thorns, pricking our skins or our souls, trying to sap our strength, at the very moment when reaching for more. could be an ounce of patience just beyond those outstretched fingers, outside of grasp you wait, so i could fathom, destiny as a drink, as yet unsipped, but to taste it, is a lesson only found by the purposefully patient. 

 

what does one turned to dust on so many occasions become? what name has the creature now He gave form? particularly particulate, down to atoms or compounds, matters no difference as the substance i now am, is purely elemental, all pieces and impulses, restraints and objectives, spun around a lover's axis within the ocean of mine He sees fit to sometimes keep stilled, seeking the sight of a sage to temper my human blindness, such is the intertwined nature of the road being treaded, trust me- it is unwillingly so, but i suppose once again i conclude that i do not mind, even as i have to regather my earthly ambitions back together, scraping them as dust on a counter where the guest cares not to sit, but His is the journeyer the rest stop and the journey's end, so if He makes me to pause and recollect the aspects i'll need to keep pushing forward in earthly terms, then it is as it has to be, even as i know i can never love this place that became a daily reminder of what barriers between beloved mean.

 

ah yes, the clock has struck the 25th of June, my fave day of the year, the wonder when my Moon was borne, my extraterrestrial celestial, (yeah, new nick lol), a beacon buttery for the one oft starved, my composer of inside vantage points, beholder of balconies, my goal in the clouds, warm sunlight on skin, be true as you ever are, alhamdulillah for the moment i learned you existed, you manifest fable, so full of richness amidst a life haunted by the poorly duplicit. 

alhamdulillah, for what came before, for the moment now, and perhaps most for the moment Then