just one of the reasons Why

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Back when we were younger, there was a dua you mentioned making, where you "said that if it was best for us not to talk then to keep us away from each other", and for quite a while there, our Rabb saw fit to not allow us to talk much, if ever.

Back on the night of June 3rd, 2018, I made istikharah asking my Rabb to guide our communications and interaction, because I couldn't tell at which moment which avenue (to talk or not to talk) would be better for us. 

For all our lives, thus is how we have always been. The only kind of people who make these kinds of dua are the ones who realized that only their Rabb knows best when something should happen or not, even if it's something we may personally, truly want in that moment.

Perhaps my greatest thing to savor for right now is, the further proof I have of you being you. And if you're you, it's simply a matter of time iA until Eternity is ours.