9.18.2020

Dua of the Constellation

أَعُوذُ بِٱللَّهِ مِنَ ٱلشَّيۡطَٰنِ ٱلرَّجِيمِ، بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
 
 
ya Rabb, save her like You're saving me, let her know Your need like life has myself been teaching, we're both Your slaves, created to follow a road, that one day leads back to You and our Home. been thinking when i might reach out, see how her journey fares, but holding back till a moment You deem is right, for such a thing to be shared. cover her, my Rabb, envelop her in Your mercy, so with it only, is how she lives and breathes. expand her breast and let it taste freedom in only Your servitude, the rightest state any created one of us could ever take, the only mantle for the seekers, the knowing ones, the dreamers - for who could be more loftier an aim, than You? who could fulfill every ideal to its perfection, but You? if You would have me know another path of silence, i'd be fine with this, so long as You are the One Who takes care of her every moment, not simply in the daily matters of rizq, but oh Rabb, i want her guidance ever assured in Your care as well. there's no second that passes where her dependency on You could ever be amiss, You pump the blood through her arteries and veins, ensuring her lungs can do enough of their exchange, that life flows to each and every cell, until the time comes for some to end and others born anew to take their place instead. i don't yet understand what it is to be a twin, to have one whose DNA matches what i might think, so i must entrust her to Your affection, that her very existence never loses sight of all You hold, and all You've given. ameen

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